Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Just get it over with!

I am starting to feel frustrated and discouraged the more this pregnancy goes on. I know I still technically have a week left, but there's all these signs that it's progressing and things are moving on, and everyone's saying "oh you could go at any time" and I don't. And every day I come into work it's "you're still here?". Yeah, thanks for reminding me. I know I'm just getting impatient and anxious and there's nothing to worry about, but I think I feel like I may be getting ready to have my baby and every morning I wake up, still pregnant, no water broken on the bed and I just get angry. And then sad. It's some weird depressive cycle, and I know it makes no sense, but it's just how I feel. I have everything I can possibly get ready, ready. But I guess he's not ready yet. And Derek is feeling bad about my frustration and it's not his fault. And then I feel even worse. Oh boy

3 comments:

brad&sav said...

he will be here so soon! most women don't have their water break on their own either, keep your chin up! i know how you feel though. that last week was the hardest. i remember waking up every day and saying to myself, i can do this for one more week, six more days, five more and so on...

Caleb and Becky Rigby said...

Good news Aynna Banana, it's over! I can't wait to see you guys.

Jared said...

I am wondering if you had your little fella, only because Becky said "it's over!" If you did congratulations!

Can't wait to see pictures